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OMG. ONE DIRECTION’S NEW SONG!
Today at zero period. hehe.
Credit Recovery class for history is so boring..
I’m glad we use macs though. c:
omg. I want my hair like this again.
Yeah I had to bring this up again. Lol. New bucketlist task: see zayn lip bite in person. :3my heart..
Babe imma make your car look like this in the future
I want this car but with purple rims. :3
This will be my baby. Soon <3
“If only I knew you 3 weeks ago, I would have gone for you. Because you’re cute, can dance, and play videogames.”
wow. I think that’s the first time Ive heard a guy tell me this. but sadly, I was too late to meet him cause he’s already getting with someone else. :/
why can’t I find guys like him at my school?? :(
ugh. why is this so complicated. I get so jealous whenever you talk to other girls. but were only friends. nothing else. But…. idk. I guess since now your technically in a relationship, I guess I should just move on. but 3 years of feelings will be pretty hard to let go.
dreams can be so powerful. At times, it may even confuse your memories and allow yourself to debate whether it it actually happened, or it was just a dream that you had last night. Dreams may also change your perspective on things whether it’s about how you act, or maybe your feelings for someone.
As of my dream, it felt so real, yet I know it wasn’t. Trying to lose my feelings for that person, just gotten more difficult to do. I’m probably not gonna be able to see or maybe even feel the same as I did before, and I’ll just end up missing him even more.
My dream was you and me. actually together. Like my dream our relationship. Us holding hands, endless amount of hugging, and going on dates that I could only imagine. Like the dream was just like a vision. From you asking me to homecoming, asking me out, us becoming official, and us going on our anniversary date to Del Mar Fair and you winning me a prize. And my dream ended as you finding me at a big party I hosted and we knew that we just wanted to be alone. And you made everyone leave, but you got my parents mad and you apologized and left. And that’s the end of my dream.
All of that happened in one dream. the overwhelming of feelings that we shared… it was just a dream.. It was hard to get over it cause it was just too much.
but today, i saw you at school.. And i had to remember that we had no feelings. EVER. but honestly, keeping my feelings for you inside me for nearly 2-3 years… It’s hard. Especially when i just recently having a dream about us. But I know you’re already interested in someone else. and yet, I know how you really are, which turns me down. But somehow, my feelings are still there.
And whats weird is that I’ve never been in a relationship. Yet, I’ve never felt like this for someone also..
